Mind Skeet

The grass is pinker on the other side.

I’ve always wanted to be apart of a design group that would show me the way towards bigger picture thinking and collaboration, most importantly how to test and execute those crazy ideas they always come up with.

I think I’m looking at it wrong though…I’m not getting anywhere wanting to be apart of their groups or companies. I have to stop looking at it as “I need to show them what I can do, that I can totally keep up”. I’m completely jumping the gun, and I need to tell myself to step back a little.

I need to see myself as a single entity for now. I’ve got to prove to everyone that I’m capable of thinking of game-changing ideas by myself, and I need to execute those by myself, and finally, I need to show that entire process by myself.

I’m my own designer. And I’m smart. I just need to stop wanting and start doing. No one is going to help me if I can’t even help myself.

Time to experiment kiddos.